Monday, September 20, 2010 / 4:43:00 PM
WE BROKE UP SINCE 6TH AUGUST...
IT'S ALREADY 46 DAYS SINCE WE BROKE UP...
DUNNO WHY I STILL MISS YOU...
THINKING OF THOSE SWEET MEMORIES I HAD WITH YOU...
MAKES ME EVEN MISS YOU MORE...
难道我失去了才想要珍惜吗？
EVERYTHING CANT BE CHANGE ANYMORE...
I WANT TO LET YOU KNOW THAT IM LYING TO YOU ALL THE WHILE BUT SAYING THAT I DONT LOVE YOU ANYMORE...
REMEMBVER THAT DAY U ASK ME IF U STILL HAVE 3MONTHS OF LIFE WOULD I BE WITH YOU FOR THAT 3 MONTHS??
I REALLY WANT TO SAY THAT I WILL...IN FACT I WANT TO BE WITH YOU FOREVER...
BUT I CANT LET U KNOW THAT IM STILL LOVING YOU...
BECAUSE LIKE THIS YOU WILL ONLY STOP ASKING AND BEGGING LIKE A KID...
AND ALSO IT IS BECAUSE IT'S NOT EASY FOR ME TO MAKE MY OWN DECISION...
IM BEING IN THE MIDDLE...IT'S NOT EASY...SERIOUSLY...
I HAVE NO IDEA WHY IM SO IN LOVE WITH YOU...
YOU ARE THE FIRST PERSON THAT I TRUELY LOVED...
SOMEONE TOLD ME PERHAPS GOD IS TELLING ME THAT THERE IS A BETTER GUY WAITING FOR ME OUT THERE...
BUT THEN I DUN FEEL LIKE LOOKING FOR IT...
I WISH I CANT GO BACK TO THE PAST AND START EVERYTHING AGAIN WITHOUT ANY MISTAKE...
BUT KNOWING THAT I CANT...
GUESS I REALLY HAVE TO ACCEPT THE FACT THAT WE REALLY CANT BE TOGETHER...
NOW ONLY CAN LET THE GOD DECIDE WEATHER WE SHOULD BE TOGETHER OR NOT...
LET TIME TELL US THE ANSWER...
I BELIEVE IF WE WERE MEANT TO BE TOGETHER...
IN FUTURE NO MATTER HOW LONG IT TAKES WE WILL STILL BE TOGETHER...
AND IF THAT TIME REALLY COME HOPING THAT EVERYONE WILL ACCEPT US...
LOVE IS UNDESCRIPTABLE...LOVE IS UNCOUNTABLE...LOVE IS UNMEASUREABLE...
THE VALUE FOR LOVE IS TOO HIGH!!!
