this time is for real..
i have no choice but to accept ady..
i dunno is it temporary or forever..
of course i hoe its temporary..
i have never loved someone until like this..
you are the first one i loved..
i made a mistake n im not forgived..
silly me..
im sad..
i cried badly..
i dunno what do you feel..
u said u lost trust in me..
but then u said its not that u dont trust me..
im confused..
but whatever it is..i wont let go this relationship unless you dont love me anymore or you have found another girl that is better than me..
lost tust will leave scar..
being hurt will leave scar too..
p.s. there are many ways to hurt a person..
i believe loving someone, you will forgive whatever mistake that he/she have made in their past..
you wont mind about it..even if you do..i will try hard to accept it n forgive n forget..
u said u love me too...
so i believe its because i did that without thinking that's y u r so mad at me..
u r so disappointed with me..
u just need time to calm down n think about it..
hope i will receive a good news...
i really love you..
i want to be with you ALAP!!