adriel aislinn

woody~ =D

2012-01-12T14:22:00.003+08:00

MUET result

2012-01-12T13:50:00.004+08:00

MUET result is finally released today..

before, i was aiming for band 4..but i got Band3..

i felt lucky that i have passed..

but when i see that my goal is not achieved it's disappointing..

the most disappointing part is i lack f 8marks to get band 4=__=

no matter how hard i try to persuade myself that im lucky that i have pass, the disappointment, more or less is still there..

trying to hide the emo feeling but i cant never hide my feelings to you..

i felt nice when u actually know how i feel even when im trying to hide it from you..

thank you so much..

at the mean time i wish you were here..

this kind of moments i really need a hug..

but it's sad that we r not together that time..

sitting alone in the office now really makes my mood down..

neither im emo nor happy..

just moodless..

hmm..at least i have reason to tell why im crying when im watching korean drama =]

the reason we hold on

2012-01-06T11:28:00.008+08:00

no matter what happen..

i will look back at the picture and think back how we started..

and that is the reason we hold on together until now..

p.s. i hope he really sees my blog..wondering how he feel when he sees this picture..

i love the way

2012-01-03T00:49:00.004+08:00

whenever you are happy, i am happy..

whenever you feel sad, i feel sad..

whenever you missed me, i missed you too..

whenever you mood is down, i will feel the same too..

but whenever i tried to cheer you up, i don't know whether you realize i'm trying hard to cheer you up or not..

have you tried to coordinate with me or even try hard to pretend and eventually that you are alright? please tell me you did..

have you looked back the message you had sent to me? please tell me you did..

did you realize some of the message you sent when your mood is freaking bad is kind of awful? please tell me you did..

have you ever apologizing sincerely and not perfunctorily even when it's not your fault?? please tell me you did..

there was once.. it kept in my head for this long and i just cannot figure it out why..

my mood was down due to certain reason.. you tried to cheer me up.. but then my mood still remain the same..ending up u got mad and i'm the one who is cheering you up..

but there was also once..it also kept in my head for this long..

my mood was down.. you used the simplest method to cheer me up..you tickle me and i laugh n smile finally..it was so easy yet memorable..i just can't forget this scene of my life with you..

i love you a lot..

i love the way you called my name..cause it sound sweeter than any other who called it..

i love the way you hold my hand..cause that's the hand that fits perfectly with mine..

i love the way you look at me.. cause that's is the only eye who will look at me when i needed you..

i love the way you kiss me.. cause the lips i hope to kiss for my entire life..

i love the way we go on a date together..cause that's the time we can spend a quality time together..

i love the way you cheer me up..cause this shows you are paying attention on me..

i just love the way we being together..

even tough there are times that are not that happy or sweet.. but i still love you..

when there are sad things happen between us..i will treat it as a challenge..i try my best to solve it..i believe there is nothing that cannot be solved..

being with you..

you really gave me a lot of challenges..did you realize??

when challenges come..i don't like it..

but when it's over i will think back n felt that i gain another experience to solve a problem..and i will not regret the challenges you gave me..

but be careful.. too much challenges does not seems to be a good thing too..

when a problem is being solve but the problem doesn't coordinate and let the solution to solve it, it wouldn't be solve as well..

there are no sound if you claps with only one hand..

anything we do need coordination..without coordination it would be a chaos..

don't need to be afraid to coordinate late..but afraid not to be coordinated..

life's changed again

2011-09-19T18:33:00.002+08:00

everything has changed =D
our lifes have been even better than last time..
what i did before has been forgived..
and the most important thing is we have been much much sweeter than last time=D
you took my brother out for movies n meals..
this show how much u care about my family..
u hang out with ur parents..
this shows u care about ur parents..
i believe u r a great guy with a very bad past..
everyone is growing up everyday..
what had done is already past tense..
past tense doesn't have to be present tense..
a bad past can lead u to a brighter future..
this is what i believe in..
if u r allow to change..then ur present n future tense will be great..
dont mind how others think..
just mind how u think =D

what happen again??

2011-09-04T02:37:00.003+08:00

this time is for real..
i have no choice but to accept ady..
i dunno is it temporary or forever..
of course i hoe its temporary..
i have never loved someone until like this..
you are the first one i loved..
i made a mistake n im not forgived..
silly me..
im sad..
i cried badly..
i dunno what do you feel..
u said u lost trust in me..
but then u said its not that u dont trust me..
im confused..
but whatever it is..i wont let go this relationship unless you dont love me anymore or you have found another girl that is better than me..
lost tust will leave scar..
being hurt will leave scar too..
p.s. there are many ways to hurt a person..
i believe loving someone, you will forgive whatever mistake that he/she have made in their past..
you wont mind about it..even if you do..i will try hard to accept it n forgive n forget..
u said u love me too...
so i believe its because i did that without thinking that's y u r so mad at me..
u r so disappointed with me..
u just need time to calm down n think about it..
hope i will receive a good news...
i really love you..
i want to be with you ALAP!!

^^

2011-09-02T02:35:00.000+08:00

we are good=D

T___________T

2011-09-01T13:23:00.003+08:00

i really dunno what i can do already...
nobody for me to express this out but to write it here..
i was wrong from the start n i tot we started all over again
once i woke up jiu receive dao such cold reply
some more is "fine bye then"
from that moment onwards i knew something is wrong
i asked what happen ans is ntg.no mood.no.reason.
i ask anything related to it it u jz ignore.
u say u r ok. but ur reply was still like that.
i cant see u. i dunno when ur ok is really ok..
i was the one who worried too much like a stupid fool
i kept thinking what have i done again..
i cant think of a thing.
i told u how i felt but if u r really ok u din even an wei me abit..at least u call me doink..
"doink" can really let me know that u r really ok..
i ask about it i get ignored..
i tried so hard to pull back this relationship..
i nearly screw it ytd..
i really today will be better day
its been worst..
i dunno y u r ignoring my post..
i dunno y u dont even comfort me abit when im worrying u like hell
i dunno y u r in such a bad mood
i dunno anything
fuck myself!
im such a looser!
u ask me see ur latest post
its about liverpool
usually u wont ask me see
nw u ignore my question n ask me see
hw m i suppose to know u were mentioning that
the latest post that is related to me is that.
n all i did is just to tell u about it.
telling u hw i fell.
n what i get?
i get scolded
i get hated
the more i see ur reply the more it hurts
IT REALLY HURTS
i felt like as if i had been splashed with acid
it really really hurts
i have bever cried so much on a guy
u r my first one
i believe its because i loved u more than anyone else
what can i do??
wondering do u know hw i feel all the while??
do u know that u r ignoring me every message i ask about ur feeling??

2nd date

2011-08-13T16:28:00.000+08:00

*Captain America*

*You*&*Me*

Dinner at *Wok Sifu*
The above dish is the best dish ;-)

*Us*

2011-07-12T21:16:00.000+08:00

今天是我们拍拖最搞笑的一天~ XD

first date

2011-07-09T23:46:00.002+08:00

Our first date~
Morning : -breakfast at Wooley
-Movie in Jusco ~ transformer
couple seat^^ 幸福瞬间^^

拥抱

2011-07-09T23:40:00.001+08:00

一个简单的拥抱，就能把我的心平静下来~
这感觉很幸福哦~^^

this day this time

2011-06-30T01:00:00.001+08:00

Face to face~~ it's harder than i thought~~

im not going to think weather it's right or wrong for doing this decision
and im definately not regreting it<3
<3

2011-06-27T23:29:00.001+08:00

好久没哭过了~T_T

2011-06-21T01:02:00.002+08:00

Haven start already got problem already...

What would happen if we really started??

I cant think of it..

I guess~

DATING isn't my thing..

I better stick to my single life..

It's the best solution of all...

starwalk 2011

2011-06-19T21:27:00.003+08:00

STARWALK2011 is finally here..
i went to stadium about 6.30am @@
trying hard to call shew ping..
But!!
Digi cant follow me well..
it's so hard to get the signal..
It took almost 20minutes to send a message=.=
Anyway the good news is at last we found each other..
Shew Ping, her bf, her mum and me walked together..
Me and her walk and run and walk and run through the whole 7km..XD
Shew Ping's MUM is incredible..
She actually get to keep up with us when we almost reach the finished line..
After the race, get some free drinks and went into the hall to see performance and wait for the lucky draw~
There were belly dance, and ballroom dance and hip hop performance..
how i wish i still can dance>_<
About the lucky draw~
it's the longest draw of all...
everyone is mocking at the ipad 2 only...
after that --> went home~

2011-06-18T12:38:00.001+08:00

不喊痛，不一定没感觉。

不要求，不一定没期待。

不落泪，不一定没伤痕。

不说话，不一定没心声。

沉默，不代表自己没话说。

离开，不代表自己很潇洒。

快乐，不代表自己没伤心。

幸福，不代表自己没痛过。

2011-06-18T12:38:00.000+08:00

不喊痛，不一定没感觉。

不要求，不一定没期待。

不落泪，不一定没伤痕。

不说话，不一定没心声。

沉默，不代表自己没话说。

离开，不代表自己很潇洒。

快乐，不代表自己没伤心。

幸福，不代表自己没痛过。

fan wah's 19th birthday

2011-06-17T23:59:00.000+08:00

Went to Shew Ping's house this evening..

At first i thought it was just a normal gathering..
But once i have reach only i know that they are early celebrating Fan Wah's birthday too..
They've bought a Secret Recepi oreo cheese cake..
And gave a suprise birthday song to Fan Wah..=]
Most of us play computer games during this gathering..XD

Even the kis is busy playing his own games..LOL

After the birthday song, it was time to feed out stomach..
We had Domino's pizza as dinner=]

After pizza as dinner, cake as desert, and shandy as drinks=]
I took photo with Shew Ping's cute cute cousin..

Isn't him cute<3

Group photo of the night=]
Lastly, before we ended the whole gathering party, we played "cho dai di"^^

I hope we can maintain our friendship forever even though the form6s have all gone to their own university...

=[

2011-06-13T19:21:00.003+08:00

希望明早起床后，今天的回忆都可删除掉~
说了一些不该说的话~
想了不该想的东西~
我~算是在逃避吗？
真不懂我要的是什么~
沈殷宜！你这个白痴！笨蛋！
>_<

MCD blue coke glass

2011-06-11T15:30:00.004+08:00

I FINALLY GOT THE MCD BLUE COKE GLASS !!! ^^
*Thanks for getting it for me even though cannot get it from mcd already ^^*
*Im really happy ^^*

the reason i don't want to come back

2011-06-04T15:39:00.003+08:00

First time staying in kampar is abit lonely and quiet when im in my house...
This weekend is also my first time coming back..
Then i realise something..
I realise that not coming back home is not a bad thing after all..
why??
I come back, i'll hear my parents quarrel..
And i..i cant do anything..
I come back, my little brother is still the same old no manner boy=.=
It is very frustrating seeing all these..
i rather stay alone and quiet..
My parent..
They are too worry about me..
Too worry about my safety..
Too worry about my meals..
Too worry about my study..
Too worry about my everything..
I am not saying that they being worry is bad..
Neither i am asking my parents to stop worrying about me..
I know it's normal for a parent to be worry when their children staying outside alone..
I know..I really do..
I will be worry too if i were them...
But they're just being OVERLY WORRIED..
They worry until wanna change everything in my room=.=
They wanna change the door knob in my room..
They wanna put extra lock for my drawer..
They wanna put nails on the wall so that i can hang my mirror..
MOM.. DAD..
Please...I know u guys are worry...
I know u guys want to give me the best..
But u guys should not change anything that's in the room..
U have paid for the furniture fee..
If u change their stuff, they have the right not to return the fee for us..
It's rm100.. Not Rm1.00=.=
You guys have already gave me everything which is the best for me already..
You guys can now just leave the room for me to take care it myself..
If im lack of anything i'll tell you guys..
Please.. Trust me..
I will try my best to learn everything i need..
Try my best to be independent..
So you guys can rest assured abit..
And also please dont argue so much..
I dont like to see u guys argue so much and i cant say anything too...
Brother,
I pray..I hope..you can just learn your manners...
I really cant stand ur rudeness=.=

first day in kampar

2011-06-01T21:27:00.003+08:00

After days of persuing my parents, finally i am agreed to rent a house in kampar..
Today is the first day i shifted to kampar..
Came here about 3pm..
Unload stuff from car, clean my room and unpacked my stuff..
Only reminder the toilet is still left dirty..
I am lucky that this room has never been stayed by other people before..
I am the first one=]
Everything is new for me..
My mum,
She's been very worry about me shifting here..
She has been helping me out packing and buying and cleaning and trying to give the best thing for me all the time...
Although something which is not necessary to be the best for me but she just insist to give it to me..
A great example is my room..
It's so expensive..
I can stay in those cheaper house but my mum dont want..
She wants me to have a bigger room where it is more comfortable for me..
She is willing to give me the best even it is very costly...
Seriously, I am really touched..
Of course i will never forget my dad...
He's been worring me all the time too..
Although he did not help to pack or do anything for me..
But he uses his mouth to remind me this and that..
Ask me do i need this or that..
THANK YOU MOM..
THANK YOU DAD..
I WILL ALWAYS LOVE BOTH OF YOU..
Writing about them makes me misses them so much..T_T
Everytime i go back there will be sounds..
No matter is tv sounds, or my family chating sounds...
But now..
I am alone..
My room is quiet..
My house is dark and quiet..
Dunno why my housemates dont want to open the common area's light=.=
First night jau let 2 friends see my room ady...haiz...
Some more is guys>_<..
All because of that stupid spoiled window=.=
cant close fully=.=
haiz...
then the printer got problem again=.=
then the bicycle lock got probelm also=.=
first night really not going smoothly...
i hope i can wak eup at 8 am tomorrow>_<
good night..

MY GIRLS~

2011-05-31T17:54:00.002+08:00

THEY ARE MY GIRLS =]
i knew them since secondary school..
Get close with Shew Ping( right) since form 2..
and with Yee Chee since form 3..
Both of them are great friends..
they gave courage and we used to share secrets=]
But as time goes by and due to the different places that we are studying..
Our relationship started to get loose...
That's why we will always hangout when we are back in Ipoh..
To maintain our relationship=]
We will go for a movie or just sit and chat...
just a little time is enough for us to have a great laugh and know about our lifes in different places of malaysia=]
<3I LOVE THEM<3

2011 MSSM OPENING CEREMONY

2011-05-20T23:36:00.009+08:00

MSSM was held in Ipoh this year...what a great opportunity to see the opening ceremony live...
It was my first time seeing it also..
There was alot of people over there..
I went there with my friends aroung 6 something and we went into the pc fair first..
Around 8pm only we went into the stadium..
Wow...first time seeing the stadium is filled with people..

Firstly, it was marching..
There were mascot for every state...
Ours(Perak) was a bull..haha..cute..

The most beautiful mascot was Sabah's...

It's a white eagle..
Then it was performance time..
AMC cheerleaders(TITANTS) did perform..
It was great..but there was no mic so we cant hear what are they shouting..
The malays in front of us went from sitting to standing>_<
Blocking all the view..
The worst thing is they dunno how to listen EXCUSE ME...
So cha lor~
Fine..
There was firework after that..
First time seeing such beautiful fireworks..

Even nicer than Ru Yng's ..haha..
The fireworks was so near...
Its just right on top of my face..
Seeing it blooming in the sky makes me feel happy=D
There was senamrobic performance too..
And it was the most boring performance ever>_<
After a few speeches later it ended..
Every entry to the stadium was very very very very jam...
And i was scolded for not telling my parents about it=.=
However, the MSSM was SUPERB!!

J Card Day

2011-05-19T23:00:00.005+08:00

It's J card day!!!!!
A lot of SALES going on!!
I went with my mum durin 5 something..
There were many ppl...
I've bought a Polo Club watch worth RM179 with RM50 only ^^

This is the best thing i've bought in the whole Jusco =D
I've also bought a Fila t-shirt worth RM99 with RM25 only...
Both are branded goods and i got it with such price..
I am so so so HAPPY..muahahahaha!!
While buying the t-shirt that time a girl came and ask me to borrow my J card..
I borrowed her and she spend almost Rm200...
WOW!!
Her receipt can redemmed RM20..hahahah...
To shop with such cheap price is a very wonderful experience.. XD
How nice if every week having such sales ^^

DRAMAS

2011-05-14T16:09:00.002+08:00

Some people are just so fake..

They make barbies look real..
I just cant understand how can they live by putting up a great drama in their live...
Some people are being so stupid..
They thought they put up a great show and no one will know..
But they are so so wrong..
The truth is..
We are laughing at that person's back and that person don't know...
And this is the best part..
They can act like they have been how great to others..
But behind all these dramas, they actually wanted to keep their reputation..
Some are real good actors...
They can act that things happen is all their fault..
But there's some other meaning behind..
When they are claiming that it's their fault, indirectly they are trying to keep their reputation and turn things around and make you feeling like it's your fault but you push the fault to that person..
I hope you readers get what i meant...
See these kind of people is so INCREDIBLE..
I wonder how long could this potential last in their life..
I wonder will they ever felt tired and regret..

Guan Yin

2011-05-12T22:43:00.000+08:00

Recently i accidently broke the Guan Yin statue on top of my book shelf>_<
Im scared and shocked when the head and the body seperated into 2 pieces>_<
Gosh!! What i am suppose to do??!!
I told my parent s about it..
They ask me to throw it away..but dunno why i just dare not to throw>_<
i scared once i throw something bad will happen>_<
So it remain 2 pieces on my book shelf >_<
Pray hard nothing will happen..
Pray hard for forgiveness >_<

finally~

2011-05-07T23:58:00.000+08:00

After so many month i have left my blog, finally i hav successfully edited and gonna update it now=D
Let's talk about this week,
I went to kl for an AWSOME trip with my utar friends...like i said, IT'S AWSOME..
Had tons of fun there..
The night before i go kl, i went for bbq at Xin Yi's aunty house..
That day only i know it was just behind Mr.Lee's house..

soo teng, sze yee, xin yi, bernard, vui kit, terran, choon hao, fei tucq and raye was there..
there were a few cute kids over there too..
it was fun seeing those "big buffalos" "snatching" those kids..^^

first day (2/5/2011-monday),
Went to the train station to take 4.40am train to kl..
Though it was very early but everyone was very excited..
Reached KL Central at about 8am..
After we met angie, jeffrey, chong wei and chi shuen, we took the taxi to out hotel- Sun Inn Hotel
Leaving our luggage at the hotel and off we go to sunway pyramid to meet jia hui and benson..
Had our breakfast at Kim Gary..

Then it was time to have fun!!
We head to Sunway Lagoon after that..

Unfortunately sze yee, fei tucq, angie and jia hui didn't join us in sunway..
However, all of us had lots of fun in there..
We played everything that we wanted..
First time playing things that go 360 degree - hammer hawk & pirate's ship..
It was shock + dizzy + fun = AWSOME!!
We also took some photo in there too...
Phew~ those photos sure are expensive~
not only photos were expensive, mineral waters are expensive as well..
it cost RM3 per 500ml bottle =_='''..
We nearly had dinner at Full House but in the end we end up eating dinner at Manhattan Fish Markett..

A suprise birthday celebration for sze yee~^^
Her cake was beautiful~^^

Night, we shop awhile at Sunway Pyramid..
bought my mum a pair of ear rings and a necklace..
then it was Bowling time..
So many months i didn't played bowling already and i didn't expect that my skills is still there..
i even break my own record^^i think it's because benson who help strike once for me~haha!! Thanks man~
Then, it's back to hotel..
Me and Xin Yi borrowed 2 laptop but the WIFI was suck in the first floor>_<
but then i realise some games in Jeffrey's laptop->o2mania^^its similar to o2jam..
damn, i miss it so much..my skills=totally gone X_X
Then it was sleeping time~

second day (3/5/2011-monday),
Mamak stall for breakfast then went for movie in sunway pyramid again..
decided to watch Fast & Furious 5 but end up watching The Roommate...
before going into the cinema, we have some fun time in the arcade center..
i and xin yi played basketball and the last round we bet for a Mcd ice-cream..
i lost to her by 1 point, and now im still owing her XD..
The show is great but i felt it was incomplete..
seems like many things have been cut or even shortcut..haha
Then it was ice-skating time=D

everyone was having fun..
but accident do happen..
Xin Yi fell and twisted her ankle..
lucky her boyfriend, Bernard was there to help her out and accompany her in the first aid room..
Most of us fell too..you know when u saw the pants were wet..haha..
Dinner at Mr.Terpanyaki...i can say it was not bad..but the tax was freaking crazy!!
Then we went back to out hotel for some rest..
We had a gathering at the boys room..

their room was cold..
my feet were numb because i cannot cross my leg as one of it was slightly twisted also..
Everyone was playing online games with their laptop..
Gosh!! those guys... totally broke their "gentle" image when they play those games..
Everyone played until so excited that they have forgotten their voice rise to much..haha!!
There were so many !#$%$#@! in the room..
But it was fun listening to them because they were very funny..haha!!
Later in the night, OMG!!we had dinner few hours ago and then they were hungry already!!
So few of us went out for supper at a nearby mamak stall..
i did not bring money but i followed to drink something hot..haha!!
P.S. : Opps! just remember i still owing Benson RM1.20..sorry ya..return to you when i meet you in campus =D
After that it was bed time..

Third day (4/5/2011-monday),
Today was the day we are going back to our hometown..
We check out the hotel and went to KL Central for our breakfast..
Then me and XinYi got to go back Ipoh already..
In the train, we realise that our seat are not in the same side..
but we thought that there were no one sitting beside her so i sat with her on the same side..
then a slightly blind man came in and i was sitting at his seat..
he accidentally touch "on" me(which he not suppose to)>_<
i was speechless..>_<!--! 3 hours later, we reached Ipoh...
Summary of the trip, i have lots of fun with them in KL but i also feeling reluctant..

8/5/2011 Sunday,= mother's day
Went to Penang with my family today..
We first went to my big brother's friend house to let my dad take measurement of his house for renovation...
Its a condominium..
It was FUHYO!!
DAMN AWSOME!!
i don't need to say much but jz take a look at these pictures...

i'm so in love with the place=D
Then we went to the new shopping mall = 1st Avenue..
it was ok..but there hardly have boutique..
So we went to Prangin Mall which is just beside it..
There do sell more clothes but it's not my type of clothes..
To me those clothes kind of "lala"..XD
we went to a place near Taiping for dinner..
There have a famous dish call 炒粥 “chao zhou"...

Though it was very ulu place but you'll never regret it at all once u tasted it..
it's AWSOME!!..
The "kau yok" and " chao ha" also very nice=D

too bad i only have these two photos..forget to take other dishes.. XD

THAT'S ALL FOR THE WEEK~^^

2011-03-02T22:18:00.000+08:00

All the while i was wrong. To change is not that easy. At last you still get back to the old you. What's different between the old me and the new me is that there is not so much of true smile in me anymore...i've encounter much mroe problem, much more task, much more pressure and ect. There are many thing u wish to firgive and forget, but u just cant. it's simply because that thing is keep happening again and again every month or every week or even eyeryday. you just cant forget it. Yesterday i broke down. and it's because i cant bare with the waiting process anymore. everyday almost 2 hours of traveling up and down from ipoh to kampar. It is already took me quite some time. Then i still need to wait for them. i dislike this. NO! is i HATE this. If im staying there, i can wake up late abit and go back to my own house just within 15minutes. 30minutes compare to 2 hours is very long. Even if i went out for dinner, the most it will took me an hour. Add up together it's only 1 hour 30 minutes only. Somemore if i come back, i cant go back home straight. I still need tpo go office, wait for the time pass then only go home. Not to say i dun wanna study in office. It's just i dont have the mood to study in office. The enviroment there is just not suitable for me. i know u all will think that i want to stay in kampar because i want to join with my friends and enjoy myself there. i can tell you all that you are all wrong. i need a room there is because it is really very convinient to me. i can just go and back from school within 15minutes. I dont need to wait. besides, everything arouind there is so near. Of course, i do want to come back to ipoh. If my house is at kampar, i will go back everyday also. I also understant that u all want to save cost, save petrol and save your time fetching me to and from kampar that is why you want me to car pool with them. But u rather save these 3 things rather than wasting half of my life doing nothing but waiting to go home??? Is it worth it to do so?? if i can get an acceptable answer for me to do this i will accept it. But now it's unacceptable. Until now i keep asking myself, why im the one who need to wait? why so i need to wait?? why cant i just go home?? why am i doing this and make myself so difficult? I hope everything can stop. just Rm600 a month is enought for me to eat and stay there can come back every weekend. i have say what i want to say.

Please God, let there be a perfect solution...

2011-01-04T14:02:00.000+08:00

2011

it's a new year and i must start my new life
everything got to change for me
my life, my style, my studies, my everything
got to change

i dont wanna be the old me anymore
the old me is so old and causes some problem and now i have to say bye bye to her
whatever good or bad happen last time happened and it will stay in my head as memories
im looking forward to this year
i hope watever change now will change my year

Years come and go...and i have to grow!!

2010-11-28T18:57:00.000+08:00

im totally off with the love life...
and here comes my single life...
to get what i want without anything getting in my way...
all i need is just guts and determination...
i know it's easy to say but it's not easy to do...
but i will try my very best to get my bright future...

2010-11-17T14:46:00.000+08:00

我爱错了！！

2010-10-31T12:53:00.000+08:00

有时候爱一个人也很痛苦...
有时候我很想放弃...
可是怕放弃了就会后悔...
好讨厌我自己啊！！！

2010-10-17T20:52:00.000+08:00

haiz~有时我会觉得单身多好啊~
因为不需要给任何的交待~
可以做自己爱做的事~
要做什么就做什么~

我！！
讨厌被绑着！！
讨厌给人管！！
讨厌爱情！！！！！！

2010-10-17T00:42:00.000+08:00

爱你！！！！！！！！！！！

2010-09-27T22:11:00.000+08:00

53...
wo wang bu liao na xie hui yi!!!
yin wei ta men shi zai shi tai mei le!!!
wo tu ran hen mi xiu!!!!

2010-09-26T11:06:00.000+08:00

51...
"sorry i miss you again...
u still get 100 marks in my heart..
you are perfect for me..."
this is what he said...
i did not reply him...
i dont want to reply him...
because i know that no matter what i say i wont be together with him already...
am i still loving him?????
i cant answer this...
im not sure...
i always tell myself i can be happy even without him...
yes...this is true...
but when im alone...
i'll start to think of him...
think back those happy moment with him...
thinking back how good or bad he treated me...
sometimes i hope this world there is no love...
then i dont need to be in love then heart broken because of love...
i dont want to be in love anymore...
dont want to get into any trouble...
dont want to get any unhappiness after the happiness...
just want to enjoy my own life for the rest of my life...

2010-09-25T19:33:00.000+08:00

50
i wonder...
when is the day i will forget...
about the whistle...
where i always bring...
no matter where i go???

2010-09-24T20:39:00.000+08:00

it's been 49 days...
and im still using the ur password...
shall i change it shall i not???

2010-09-20T16:43:00.000+08:00

WE BROKE UP SINCE 6TH AUGUST...
IT'S ALREADY 46 DAYS SINCE WE BROKE UP...
DUNNO WHY I STILL MISS YOU...
THINKING OF THOSE SWEET MEMORIES I HAD WITH YOU...
MAKES ME EVEN MISS YOU MORE...
难道我失去了才想要珍惜吗？
EVERYTHING CANT BE CHANGE ANYMORE...
I WANT TO LET YOU KNOW THAT IM LYING TO YOU ALL THE WHILE BUT SAYING THAT I DONT LOVE YOU ANYMORE...
REMEMBVER THAT DAY U ASK ME IF U STILL HAVE 3MONTHS OF LIFE WOULD I BE WITH YOU FOR THAT 3 MONTHS??
I REALLY WANT TO SAY THAT I WILL...IN FACT I WANT TO BE WITH YOU FOREVER...
BUT I CANT LET U KNOW THAT IM STILL LOVING YOU...
BECAUSE LIKE THIS YOU WILL ONLY STOP ASKING AND BEGGING LIKE A KID...
AND ALSO IT IS BECAUSE IT'S NOT EASY FOR ME TO MAKE MY OWN DECISION...
IM BEING IN THE MIDDLE...IT'S NOT EASY...SERIOUSLY...
I HAVE NO IDEA WHY IM SO IN LOVE WITH YOU...
YOU ARE THE FIRST PERSON THAT I TRUELY LOVED...
SOMEONE TOLD ME PERHAPS GOD IS TELLING ME THAT THERE IS A BETTER GUY WAITING FOR ME OUT THERE...
BUT THEN I DUN FEEL LIKE LOOKING FOR IT...
I WISH I CANT GO BACK TO THE PAST AND START EVERYTHING AGAIN WITHOUT ANY MISTAKE...
BUT KNOWING THAT I CANT...
GUESS I REALLY HAVE TO ACCEPT THE FACT THAT WE REALLY CANT BE TOGETHER...
NOW ONLY CAN LET THE GOD DECIDE WEATHER WE SHOULD BE TOGETHER OR NOT...
LET TIME TELL US THE ANSWER...
I BELIEVE IF WE WERE MEANT TO BE TOGETHER...
IN FUTURE NO MATTER HOW LONG IT TAKES WE WILL STILL BE TOGETHER...
AND IF THAT TIME REALLY COME HOPING THAT EVERYONE WILL ACCEPT US...
LOVE IS UNDESCRIPTABLE...LOVE IS UNCOUNTABLE...LOVE IS UNMEASUREABLE...
THE VALUE FOR LOVE IS TOO HIGH!!!

2010-09-09T22:49:00.000+08:00

为什么我要听别人的意见？
自己认为好的不就可以了吗？
我这么大了，也应该自己学会做决定吧...
如果我回到你身边...
不知道无理取闹的吵架是否又会出现呢？
不想再发生这样的事情...
我很累了...
也很矛盾...
不知该不该回到你身边...
虽然还爱你...
虽然还忘不了你...
但又很想离开你...
可是又不舍得离开你...
很矛盾啊！！！

2010-09-02T15:26:00.000+08:00

I HAVE THE WORST FEELING EVER IN MY LIFE...
NEVER KNOW THAT I CAN CRY FOR A SUBJECT FOR SO LONG...
MECHANIC!!!
I DUN 1 2 HEAR ANY WORD ABOUT MECHANIC ANYMORE...
IT JUST MAKES ME CRY!!!
IM TIRED OF MECHANICS...
IM SICK OF MECHANICS...
I DEFINATELY WANT TO CHANGE COURSE ALREADY...
THANKS TO MECHANIC I LOST MY CONFIDENT TO STUDY ALL MY OTHER SUBJECT...
THANKS TO MECHANIC I'VE BECOME ANOTHER PERSON...THAT'S SO NOT ME!!
I HATE YOU!!

2010-08-31T15:40:00.000+08:00

你真的改掉以前的想法了吗？

如果真的就好...

我看了那个video...

不知怎么眼泪也会跟着留了下来...

或许我所想的完全和他说的一样吧...

2010-08-31T15:16:00.000+08:00

离开你是希望你能改变...

也希望我会改变...

改变成一个更好的人...

2010-08-29T12:23:00.000+08:00

不要再这样对我了！！！

2010-08-27T21:41:00.000+08:00

去过和你再一起的地方 ...

回想起和你一起那个时候的感觉...

我现在一点都不后悔曾经爱过你...

爱过你真的很值得...

只是我们不适合...

勉强在一起只会把旧事从演...

我们分开一定会是比较好的...

如果以后有缘...

或许更好的你会再次地出现在我面前...

再次地摇动我的心...

就算不能和你在一起...

我也不后悔...

因为你已变成比以前更好的人了...

如果没有缘...

或许变坏的你会再次出现在我面前...

我不希望会看到这样的一天...

因为看到这样的你只会让我觉得很后悔爱过你...

后悔离开你...

虽然后悔但我绝对不会回到你身边了...

2010-08-25T23:03:00.000+08:00

我真的想要把你从我心里拔出来了...

为什么这么难?!

2010-08-24T22:08:00.000+08:00

finally settle the time table...
now is time to focus on my studies...
exam coming...
OMG!!!
nothing is more important than my exam...
i only know how to say...
the old me i can say n i can do it...
but why now i cant...
i feel like giving up in my studies...
haiz...
but i know i cant...
i want to leave malaysia...
dun 1 2 stay here already...
i rather got to singapore...
let other ppl look down also dun 1 2 stay in this stinkin malaysia!!

2010-08-23T22:50:00.000+08:00

可怜我的小脑袋啊！！！

它就快要不行了啦！！！

满脑子都除了读书的资料，

的是你啊！！！

你可不可以不要再不改出现的时候出现？？

也不是我想要的！！

或许你们会觉得我很假...

但我只能说随便你们怎么想...

我只是再说我心里想说的罢了...

这敢在这里写出来...

是因为我知道不会再有谁来读我的blog了...

2010-08-23T20:37:00.000+08:00

没有人会明白我的心情...

不是我不要说...

而是我不能说...

现在只有我的日记是最了解我的...

我只能对它完全的坦白...

2010-08-22T21:48:00.000+08:00

有些事情没有想象中这么简单...

不是说要解决就能解决...

现在只能责自己吧...

什么都做不到...

如果爱情就像写LOVE这么简单那该多好啊...

2010-08-22T17:23:00.000+08:00

im waiting for a chance...

to get back what i want in my life...

i dunno when...

i dunnow how...

weather it will happen or not...

im just feeling useless now...='[

HELP ME!!!

TAKE ME TO A PLACE WITHOUT ANY FRUSTRATION!!!
TAKE ME TO A PLACE WHERE THERE IS NOBODY!!!
I NEED TO BE ALONE!!!
='[='[='[

2010-08-22T17:16:00.000+08:00

why is is so hard to pass my day without u???!!!

i hate myself!!

until now i still dun understand...

why u all see is and i dont???

what's wrong with us??

im so stupid!!!

i hope there will be a time adjusting machine...

to go back to the pass and start everything again and pause at the moment...

i am missing you...

='[...

2010-08-21T07:56:00.000+08:00

i just came back from pologround...

feeling good after 2 rounds...
i know im so cha...
run 2 round then cannot tahan le...
but after so long din run or exercise at all...
i am satisfied also...>_
at least i sweat..=]
running can release stress... can forget everything that is bothering you...
i love this feeling...
i just wish i could run for my whole life without stopping...
but it is impossible... haiz...
BE REALISTIC CHERYL!!!

2010-08-19T19:37:00.000+08:00

谢谢你给我的曾经

虽然不能再和你在一起

但至少我们还是朋友

我舍不得

可是时间回不去了

爱你很值得

只是该停了

我们错过的

错了就错了

不用担心我

没有我你要好好地

我会很努力的不再去想我们的曾经

我会很努力的去习惯你不在叫我mz

最后我只能希望你能找到一个比我更爱你的人

比你更爱我的人

祝你能幸福快乐

2010-08-07T10:52:00.001+08:00

EVERYTHING IS FINALLY OVER...

clearwater santuary golf resort

2010-02-26T21:16:00.000+08:00

today is a public holiday...

my parents din go office to work and i'm free too...
this morning around 10.30 am...
i went to clearwater with deron, khai yan and nicole...
before we go to clearwater...
we went to eat breakfast near gunung rapat there...
i ate 'zhong' and drank bali...
both sucks!
'zhong' have no taste...
bali does not taste like bali...
after that,we went to clearwater...

we first went to play golf...

i never play golf before...
today was my first day playing this game...
at first i dun 1 2 play cause i scared very fish...
but at last i also learn...
they are kind enough to teach me how to play^^
thanks alot...
although i'm not as good as them but at least i can hit the ball...
haha...=.='''
after golf, we went to a cafe to have our lunch...
deron order cws fried rice as kai yan say it's nice...
and i share french fries with nicole...
we went fishing after our lunch...
soon,oneal and his family and ah b also come to join us...
we spend most of our time fishing...
i dare to catch the fish but i dare not to touch the fish...haha
when i caught a fish and asking for help to take off the hook from the fish...
they just seems tokicking the fish back to me and scaring me!
especially oneal!...
it' not funny ah!
i caught some small fish and 1 big fish...
yeah for me...haha...it's my big fish^^
many people start to go off as the sky is going to rain...
kai yan and deron still fish when the sky is pouring water...
they got addicted to fishing...haha...
they still can catch fish although it's raining...
who say raining cant catch fish?haha...
take a look...it's a big one!haha...
we left the place at 6.50pm..
then we went straight back to our own home...
the end...

The 3 hour Driving Lesson.

2010-02-25T18:47:00.000+08:00

Today i the day i'm going to take my 3 hour driving lesson and get a L lisen...
time is from 3pm til 6pm...
2.15pm i went to the sepakat center near my house..
after that, a man fetch me to Falim Sepakat center...
when i reach there...i waited for the aunty to call my name and follow my coach...
waited for a while and the aunty call my name and i follow my coach to the car...
my coach...is a malay tall thin guy...
appearence...not bad...haha...
i'm glad that my coach is not an old man...
cause old man usually very long gas...
my coach told me about the 3 pedals, gear, and the 5 things to check before driving start...
then he took me ronda a few round and he ask me to drive...
that time i was like- what the?!so fast???!
i sit on the driving site and follow whatever he said to me...
man! 3pm...
can u imagine how hot it is?
the car's window are open ad the sun shines directly on my hands and face...
i drive slower under shaded place...and quicker when there is no shaded place...haha...
during the 3 hours i learned how to drive on road, how to go up & down hill and parking...
the hardest is the parking...cause i dun really know how i park also...
i just follow when he say...turn here turn there free gear change to reverse gear...
turn her n there again and walah! i'm in the parking box...haha..
sometimes i just want to laugh out loud when the whole car seems to look like ridding a horse..
haha...i always let go the clutch too fast...lol...
3 hours past fast...
it's time to get down from the car...
when i step
the aunty told me to call them on tuesday to check weather my L lisen come already anot...
come already only can book the time for my next driving lesson...
after that, a man fecth me back to my own sweet home...

100 truths

2010-02-24T22:46:00.000+08:00

1. Real name :

- cheryl sim yan-yi

2. Nickname(s) :

- cheryl.

3. Age :

- 17+ 18-.

4. Horoscope :

- Sagitarious.

5. Gender :

- Female.

6. Elementary school :

7. Primary school :

- SRJK (C) Ave Maria Convent.

8. Secondary school :

- SMJK Ave Maria Convent.

9. College :

- Not yet.

10. Hair colour :

- Black.

11. Hair length :

- Long.

12. Loud or quiet :

- Depends.

13. Sweats or jeans :

- Jeans.

14. Phone or camera :

- Both.

15. Health freak :

- not really.^^

16. Drink or smoke :

- drink not much but definately dont smoke!

17. Do you have a crush on someone :

- i dont anymore^^

18. Eat or drink :

- EAT!!!

19. Piercings :

- Ears.

20. Tattoos :

- No.

21. Social or anti-social :

- Social.

22. Righty or lefty :

- Righty.

23. First piercings :

- Ears.

24. First relationship :

- u dont want to know...

25. First best friend :

- Chee Shew Ping.

26. First award :

- 400m in school sports day.

27. First kiss :

- Gone.

28. First pet :

- Not allow to have pets.

29. First big vacation :

- Sarawak.

30. First love at first sight :

- it's a past.

31. First big birthday :

- 15th birthday.

32. First surgery :

- tak ada...

33. First sport you joined :

- Track events.

34. Orange or apple juice :

- Apple.

35. Rock or rap :

- Both.

36. Country or screamo :

- Both.

37. NSYNC or Backstreet Boys :

- Both. <3

38. Britney Spears or Christina Aguilera :

- Both. <3

39. Night or day :

- Night.

40. Sun or Moon :

- Moon.

41. TV or internet :

- internet...still can survive without tv...

42. Playstation or Xbox :

- none.

43. Kiss or hugs :

- Hugs.

44. Iguana or turtle :

- Turtle .

45. Spider or bee :

- Neither.

46. Fall or spring :

- Spring.

47. Limewire or iTunes :

- Neither.

48. Soccer or baseball :

- both

49. Eating :

- too many to list...^^

50. Drinking :

- honeydew juice^^

51. Excitement level :

- dunno...

52. I'm about to :

-play fb games...

53. Listening to :

- 1 fm.

54. Plan for today :

- ballet...

55. Waiting for :

- driving lesson tmr...

56. Energy level :

-40%

57. Thinking of someone :

- yea...miss you...

58. Want kids :

- not sure.

59. Want to get married :

- sure...!

60. When :

- at least 7 years more.

61. How many kids do you want :

- two.

62. Any name on the mind :

- not really...haha

63. Where do you want to go the most :

- Paris.

64. What do you want the most :

- Forever healthy.(agree with ye chee)

65. Mellow future or wild :

- Both.

66. Something you would never try :

- eating bugs and all sorts of weird stuff

67. Which is the better in the boy / girl you like (in the future):

- He's loyal.

68. Lips or eyes :

- Both!

69. Romantic or funny :

- Both!

70. Shorter or taller :

- taller

71. Protective or caring :

- both!

72. Romantic or spontaneous :

- both!

73. Nice stomach or nice arms :

- both!

74. Sensitive or loud :

- Sensitive.

75. Hook-up or relationship :

- Neither.

76. Trouble maker or hesitant :

- Hesitant.

77. Muscular or normal :

- Normal.

78. Kissed a stranger :

- no.

79. Broken a bone :

- No!aw!

80. Lost glasses or contacts :

- ...

81. Ran away from home :

- when i was standard3 i think.well..i dont even know that's running away from home..

82. Held a gun / knife for self-defense :

- Gun!! Piang!!

83. Killed somebody :

- If yes, I will not be sitting here blogging.haha...

84. Broken somebody's heart :

- i think got la...

85. Had your heart broken :

- Once.

86. Been arrested :

- NO~~

87. Cried when someone died :

- haven have this thing happen to me yet.

88. Liked a friend more than a friend :

- Yes.

89. Do you believe in yourself :

- Yes.

90. Do you believe in miracle :

- Yes.

91. Do you believe in HELL :

- Yes.

92. Do you believe in heaven :

- Yes.

93. When do want to die :

- when i'm satisfied with my life.

94. Do you believe in the tooth fairy :

- Yes.

95. Kiss on the first date :

- no kiss on 1st date...

96. Do you believe in angels :

- Yes.

97. Is there 1 person you want to be right now :

- yea.

98. Are you seriously with where you're in life now :

- maybe.

99. Do you believe in God :

- Yes.

100. Post as 100 truths

- Okay..

chinese new year

2010-02-24T15:18:00.000+08:00

i have a great week...

1st time my parents allow me to go out everyday continously...
2nd day of cny, 3rd day, 4th day and the 5th day...
only cny i am allowed to do so...
thanks mum & dad^^

during these days i went to many friends house...
collected many ang pau too...^^
during the 2nd day of cny night...
after my dinner with my family & relatives...
we played "3cheog" together at my house...
man! first time gamble jau lost RM40!
everyone take turns to become chongker...
evrybody seems to win money when they r the chongker...
so i tried to become 1 too...
i'm a stupid chongker...
i'm the only chongker who loose money...
that's where i lost alot on money...

the following day...
every house i went my friends sure gamble...
haha...this time i gain confident to gamble already...
of course i joined them too...
but not everygame i also gamble cause i scared i will loose so much again...
sometimes i only see them play...
i only gamble few times with my friends during the whole cny...
although cant get back my RM40...but at least can get back RM18...
hehe...better than nothing...

3rd day of cny...
me, kiwi, iceman, bee chian, kwan,kwan's gf, poh wai, pui li, munyee, oneal, yik hoe,deron...
we all visited mr.ong...a group photo in mr.ong house
*kwan & his gf not in this photo*
3rd day of cny night...
i have dinner with agroup of friends at "kei guai" restaurant...
it's located beside lost world...
RM55 per person only...and every seafood is fresh...
we have yee sang, lam gor, prawn, crab, oyster, and other stuff...
the oyster is very big..
this is the 1st time i eat this thingy...
i feel so geli to eat something so raw and so fresh...
deron keep on ask me to try and i did...
well...when i took a bite on it...it's like biting jelley...
soft and slippery...
i only ate one...
a group photo after the dinner
after the dinner...
we went to kar yee's house...
her house is very nice...
just atke a look at her parents' room...nice right?
design by her mum...thumbs up for her mum...^^

21.2.10 sunday...
me, piggy, yi ru and khai moon went to ru yng house bai tian gong...
they are vegetarian...
of couse the food are vegetarian too...it's delicious...
got fireworks at her house too...
very nice...
* must see*
go to my fb and check it out...

2009-07-06T16:47:00.000+08:00

i feel i am a very lucky girl...hehe...
seriously...i am....
i feel very extremely happy whenever my teluk intan aunt came back...
every time she come back...i sure get to have suprise from her...
she always buy stuff for me...of course it's only girl stuff la...
she always buy dresses, tees, shoes ect. for me...
she came back on saturday...
she came back with 2 things in a plastic bag for me...
first is a vest...seconf is a shoe...
and on sunday...we have shopping fever...hehe...
we went shopping the whole day until she has to go back to teluk intan...
first stop...ipoh parade...
actually the main idea she came back is to buy present for my little brother...
his birthday is on the next sunday...she is not free the next wekk so this week she came back...
but then end up i buying more stuff than him...hehe...
i bought a normal shirt to match with my vest...
she choose the shirt for me also...
while my brother bought a model of gundum which cost almost rm60...
i felt it is super not worth it to buy...
then he insists wants to play bowling...
unfortunately nobody wants to lay with him...
so we sit he play...2 games ah...no joke...
i almost freeze already la...
then my parents came to join us also...
we ate marry brown n left the place...
i asked my dad to take us go to the newly open boutique at ipoh garden...
all the clothes in there only cost rm25...
so cheap.....^^
actually i din plan to buy...i just want to see see only...
when i was there i saw my godmother...
and she said something that make me super happy...
hehe...she said go choose what you want la...
n she also ask the sales girl to choose some dress for me to try...
she choose all sleeveless or tube dress for me...
all were nice...she took 5 dress for me...
i tried all...there were 2 very loose...
1 very tight...n 2 were just nice...
the tube dress is nice another 1 i dunno how to describe it...but just look at this pic...
i never wear something so low before leh...
i'm still wondering i dare to wear out anot...haha...
they saw me try this 2 dresses n say it's nice...
so my godmother bought for me...
hehe...
then the last stop is jusco...
in jusco we just went window shopping...
as ialready bought enough for the day...
hehe...
around 8pm...we went back home...
my ti aunt n uncle wanted to go home le...
my uncle gave me rm50...
woohoo....everytime also will give me rm50 geh...
hehe...but always end up borrowed to me parents...
anyway nvm also la...
as long i get the money...lol...
well...that's all for the day...
weee~!

2009-06-03T16:56:00.000+08:00

wow....how long have i not write....
there r many things i wanna write but it is much easier to talk out than write out...
well...recently i've been stuck in the house...
my mum said no more activities for me untill spm over...
not even go to fren house...
actually it is ok with me...
just abit sad only...
because every single term of holiday me n my olahraga buddies will gather & hang ut togeher for sure...
but this time is slightly different ady...
because this group is missing somebody...
and that is MUA...
hehe...
anyhow...i still get to gether with them as my mum still allow me to go for training...
better than never la...hehe
talk about training...
todays training is quite tough...
coach is being very strict all of a sudden...
and this is because oneof the parents who was once mr.ong students said tat he was very strict when having training...
so he had this idea n being very strict to us too...
really very tired lo...
but i'm glad tat i get to loose abit weight too...hehe
still got many many thing ah!!!!!!!!!
cant write out ah!!!!!!!!
aikz......
i think tat is all fornow la...bye...

2009-01-05T15:48:00.000+08:00

i had an IQ test today...

here's my result...

the test score guide

Intelligence Interval	Cognitive Designation
40 - 54	Severely challenged (Less than 1% of test takers)
55 - 69	Challenged (2.3% of test takers)
70 - 84	Below average
85 - 114	Average (68% of test takers)
115 - 129	Above average
130 - 144	Gifted (2.3% of test takers)
145 - 159	Genius (Less than 1% of test takers)
160 - 175	Extraordinary genius

haha...at least i am above the average...^^

2008-11-29T19:40:00.000+08:00

bad things happen...

*very tired...

*legs muscle very pain...
*my brother snatch tv with me...
*my brother snatch computer with me...
*my parents going to kl leaving me at home...
because i have ballet class...
*they are coming home late...
i miss them...

good things happen..
*my parents finally subscribe back the cartoon channel..
*in the end i get to play the computer...^^
*having fun with my ballet friends...
*having nice dinner at kim bali...
take a look...:
before the real meal...
they gave us...
keropok...leong sui...
then the actual meal of the day..
curry fish head...ham yu ju yok...
otak-otak...kelabu mango...
yok sui tau fu...
this is how it looks like when we stop eating...

hahaha...
makan habis...

delicious...yum yum...^^

2008-11-29T15:10:00.000+08:00

my alarm rings at 6.30a.m...

cause i have to wake my brother up...
every monday, wednesday and friday i have to wake up the same time as him...
as he have to be in school before 7.30 while i have to be in school before 8 morning...
normally he asked me to wake him up at 6.00a.m.
i tried before so many times...
when i wake him up at 6 he will never wake up...
he don't even bother to answer me...
the most he will say another 10min...
i'm not going to listen to him...
i'm going to wake him us at 6.30 and that's it...

today i wake him up at 6.30 and i slept back...
as i was very sleepy...
i plan to sleep for another 15min...
but i think o over slept...
i woke up and saw the clock was already 7.40a.m.
i jump out the bed get ready and go to school...
my mum scold me...
she say why i don't wake up earlier and go out together...
now she have to fetch twice...
aiks...serve me right...
but lucky me...
i reach there and they just want to start...
haha...

today training was quite fun too...
not too tiring...
after training...
we went to to have our breakfast...
or shall i call it brunch...^^
we reach there almost 11...
and we ahve to wait untill 11 only we can order the normal mc value...
while we are waiting...
we saw the sundae got offer...
normal price is rm3 but today is RM2 until 7th dec...

got two flavour...strawberry and chocolate...
mine is chocolate...
at the same time...
we took picture at the children playground too...

lol...
there were some sign board that we did not follow...
like "tanggalkan kasut"...

and this playground is like for those children below 12...

but we all did not care...
lol...
then it was 11...
everyone went down and ordered food...
i ordered chicken spicy mcdeluxed set...

many of them...
gather there and get ready to go parade and not buy food...
only reminder four of us there...
that is kiwi, yee suen, pui li and me...
we bought our food and kiwi said she want to go home too...
and she left...

well...
is the three of us...
what pui li ordered has a free gift...
which is the madagascar paper bag...
it is for you to put the fries and the dunno what powder in in and shake it well...
but it looks so nice and cute and she say she gave it to me...
hehe...thanks oh...
it's mine...lol...

front & back..
hehe...
so cute...
while we are eating half way...
kwan ching appear...
and we asked him why he is still here...
he say alot and the conclusion is those other guys forget about him...
and make him have to walk to parade alone to join them...
haiz...pity him...

after that we went home...
i fetch yee suen home too...
so she follow my car...
she send a lot of funny funny cute cute songs for me and i send a lot of stupid stupid video to her...
haha...

tonight i'm going to have a performance again...
i am going to perform the indian ballet dance again with other friends...
this time we are performing for chee ann's mum nursery graduation day...
well..i'm very happy to perform...hehe...
we have to be at the dance center there before 7.30p.m.
and miss yap will fetch us there...
before we go i saw a basket and inside were fruits...

inside is cherries and apple...
so beautiful and nice...
feel like eating them...
take a close look...

after the performance...
i receive a gift from her too...

and it was a small pouch...
so nice...i like it...

i have fun today...
serously...
i really want to spend my holiday well...
next year is my study year...
can't play too much already...
see ya...

2008-11-28T15:44:00.000+08:00

today morning...

i went to have breakfast with my parents...
we went to fu san to eat dim sum...

we ordered...
har gaopai guat
char xiu baoxiu mai
yu dan and my favorite is:
jin loh mei
there is a layer of egg on top...
very delicious...plus i love egg...
haha...
after that we went back to office until 12p.m.
that is to take my brother after school...

after lunch...
my mum plan to take to to see a doctor...
as my leg have many red spots...
don't know why it will become like this...
those red spots are very itchy...
and once u scratch...
you will never stop...
but when i went there...
it was close...
and it will open again at 2p.m.
so we went back to my mum's office again until 2p.m.

i went back there that time...
there was no people...
i registered then wait for them to call me go in...
this clinic ipoh is a bit old...
but according to my mum...
the doctor is a very experienced doctor...
and he was there since he was young until now...
when i went in...
he don't even give me a chance to say good afternoon...
he asked me to sit down so quickly...
and ask me anything..
i told him about my leg...
then he just used the torchlight to see closely and then he start talking...
he said is let those fleas bite...
either is dog's/ cat's fleas...
well...i did not touch dog/cat before...
then he ask weather i got go to those grass places anot...
then he say those micro insects in the grass might be one of the reasons too...

finally i found out the reason...
i went in not even 5 min i came out already...
he is very good...
he din even touch me...
he can tell everything...
haha...
then i took my medicine...
they don't offer plastic bag...

they just use a paper to wrap those medicine in...
before openafter open..
this is the first time i'm seeing this...
well...thanks doc again...^^
i'm stopping here...
haha...
...

2008-11-27T00:20:00.000+08:00

i went to training today again...

today training was very easy...
fun and easy...
we play a game before the big girls & guys start training...
even the training is easy...
haha...
happy with today training...^^
after training...
i follow my friends to fantasy restaurant to have branch...

cause it was like 11 or 12 o clock already...
in the room was crowded...
even though we took the biggest room...
but yet it is still full...
4 sam tet guys, 2 johor guys, around 13 secondary amc girls...
here are some photos...

i ordered a set meal...
in the set there were...
~mushroom soup with bread
~a cup of soft drink
~black pepper chicken chop
~desert=ice-cream...*strawbery*
take a look...

when we finished eating..
we play the card game again...
this time no disgusting food...
but only mineral water...
actually only drink mineral water also can die...
we just start to play...
my mum called again...
arh...
she say she is coming to fetch me...
actually later i want to follow my friends to parade to play bowling...
but my mum don't allow...
so i go home...
but she say i finished already jau call her..
but no...
she called me...
ok fine....forget it then...

after that i went back to office again until 3.00p.m.
only my mum fetch me & my brother home...
internet also so damn slow...
bully me...

in the evening...
i did not eat dinner...
i went to ballet straight away...
hungry...i bought a bread to tahan first...
i have my very late dinner near my ballet center...
dunno that meal i have added how much calories...

it's getting late....
got to sleep...

2008-11-25T22:32:00.000+08:00

today is fun fun fun...supposingly...

let's hear my story...
morning...
i plan to go to kiwi house first before i go to parade...
because i scared my parents not free to fetch me at that time...
so early in the morning i follow my dad out...
yesterday he told me he will take me to her house...
plus kiwi say no prob...
i don't understand what is the big deal of going to other people house...
my mum don't allow me to...

fine then...
my dad bring me to the office...
and i stay in the office until around 11.15a.m. only my dad came back to take me and my mum...
my mum face was so black that time...
i know wan la...

i reach there around 11.30a.m.
i went to kopitiam look for iceman, yi zhen and carrot(aiya...forget his real name again...sorry ya...)
then we wait for others to come...
we went in to k box around 1.00p.m.
we can be in the k box until 5.00p.m.
half way singing...
fan wah came in...
then later oneal message me...
ask someone to go out take him in...
so i went out wait for him...
i thought he will be there lo...
but that fella hor...
make me wait dunno how many minutes there only i saw him...
i was a little bit mad...
but nvm la...

in the k box...
we notice that piggy's nails are like demon...
and oneal put nail polisher...*pink*...

according to him...
he say is his sis help him put wan..
i took some photo with kiwi too...

we are so damn high...
haha...
like crazy people...
but suddenly!!!!!!!!!
my mum called...
she asked me what time over...
i say 5...
she say no no no...
i will come at 3...
...that time was already 2...
i din even sing until enough enough...
my friends haven say want to go back yet...
i am so angry that time...
but sin my mum is angry too i just shut up...
before my mum came...
we took group photo too...
have a look...

3.00p.m. came and i got to go...
said bye bye to friends and look for my mum's car...
once i go in the car...
my mum use shoot me already...
i tahan tahan tahan...
fine fine fine...
let her scold...
i shut up...
if i can't tahan then there will be a war already...
at night...
after my family and i have dinner...
we went to tesco...
i bought a pair of slippers there...

finally i get one...
i don't need to wear sports shoes always and that stupid bata shoes any more...
yeah...
we went home at 11 plus...
tired tred tired...
walk the whole day...
feet pun dah tak ada rasa...

k la......

2008-11-24T17:23:00.000+08:00

i plan to go to training in the morning...

but my mum don't allow...
sob...
she said that i've been very tired late because of the performance...
so she force me to go back to sleep...

after the second time wake up...
get myself dress up...
and i follow my mum to have breakfast and go to office...
in the office...
my godmummy ask me to help her to key in the cheque particular in the comp...

after that...
my cousin brother asked my brother and me to see madagascar2..
i was so happy...haha...
finally get to see it...
we then went to jusco to see this show...
we want to see 2.30p.m. show...
we reach jusco around 2.20p.m.
find parking took us around 10 min...
we buy ticket near 2.30p.m.
but we don't feel scared that we are late...
because ipoh cinema never be on time...
haha...
i forget to bring student card..
so my ticket price is Rm10...
expensive....=(

finally the show over...
it's a 1hour and 30min show...
that is around 4 the show end...
the show was so funny and stupid...
i laugh a lot there...

if i have money...
i want watch it again with my friends...haha...
and i cant believe who i saw there...
i saw one of the soldier there...
i remember him but unfortunately he don't...
maybe because he can't reconigze me with my hairs down...
haha...
after that we went back to the office...
and my cousin brother fetch my brother and me back home...
well...
that's all for the day....^^

2008-11-23T16:00:00.000+08:00

today is the actual performance...

i woke up quite early and i can't sleep any more...
i'm super excited...
in the afternoon...
miss chin asked us to be at the JF beauty salon around half pass two...
she say the people there will make up for us...
i was very eager to go there...
why?
cause they are professional make up artist...
in my mind i will look like a diva after the make up...

when i reach there...
many people were there waiting for their turn to put on make up......
while i am waiting...
yogini, alex, chee ann and me plan to go jusco to pass the time...
as the jusco is a behind this JF center...
so we walk there...
we walk in almost every shops...
even those body shop we went in too...

when we walk into the THE NATURAL SOURCES....
chee ann found one product that cought her eyes...
the product was something like a body lotion...
and the people there told that it can help to whiten your skin...
so i think because of this makes her even wants to buy it...
this product costRM69...
it's expensive...
and we thought she just say she wants to buy it for fun...
while we want to walk a way from the shop we saw her at the casher...
and we were likeis she serious????
the answer is she is really serious...she actually bought that RM69 product...
wow...she is so rich...
haha...

after that we plan to eat some ice cream...
and we buy baskin robin's ice cream...
i never buy before...
so i wait for yogini and alex to buy first...
i asked them the price and they told me it's aroundRM6 for one scoop...
i was thinking i can have a try since i never try before...
so chee ann and me ordered the same thing...
we choose our ice cream and each one scoop...
the people serving us asked us weather we want what flavor toppings...
we ordered chocolate toppings...
we went to the casher to pay...
the price appear at the casher makes my eye drop out...
one scoop of ice cream with toppings cost around RM11+...
wow...we did not know that adding toppings cost around RM 5+...
it was the most expensive ice cream i ate in my life...
take a look at this simple/tasty but expensive ice cream...


well...after that...
we went back to the beauty salon to have our make up done...
once i enter the room...
there was one guy...his role-prince...
the make up on him looks like ghost...
in better words...look like clown...

his skin is dark...
and the make up is for a fair skin people...
we were there laughing at him...
haha...
next is my turn...
i'm so excited...
i can't wait to open my eye and see how do i look like...
she blush here and there...
at last...walah....done...
i like the colour of the eyeshadow...
it was ok and nothing special...
chee ann and me have no transport to take us to the SUK hall...
so we follow miss simon lee's car...
not only two person is following her car...
many of her student follow too...
she took us to to packet some food...
haha...
chee and me share one set of food...
after that she went home to her house to take her clothes and get change...
of course we follow too...
once we reach her house...
my legs were shaking...
why?cause there were two big dogs in her house...
and i am afraid that the dogs come near to me...
seriously...
i don't like dogs being too friendly...
and i scared dogs being fierce...
especially black dogs...
i think i have phobia towards this kind of dog...
i kena bit before...
i took some time to go in to her house...
haha...

after that...
it's time for us to go to the hall...
we reach there and change into our costume...
everyone is chating with each other...
taking photo...as today is the first and last day of performance...
my hp was out of battery...
i regret that i did not charge it...
we wait and play and chat and snap for quite some time...
then finally it's time for the performance to start...
indian dance was the 5th performance...
so fast it was my turn already...
i am getting nervous...
once i went up the stage...
wow...
there were so many people...
it's full...
i was afraid that i might make any mistake...
indian dance over...
i was glad...
and feel slightly relif...
cause there is one more performance that is the sleeping beauty...
very fast the time pass...
sleeping beauty performance is starting...
everything is going very well...
every body is doing very well too...
finally it's over...
the whole concert is over...
every one is very tired...
i am tired too of course...
but i am very very happy and very very satisfy...
i heard that next year might going to have another performance like that but we do beauty & the beast...
well...
looking forward to it...^^...

2008-11-22T17:42:00.000+08:00

yesterday slept around 12.30...

today got to wake up at 8 to get ready...
having rehearsal for the concert again from 9.30a.m....
i was already so tired and yet i still have to push myself...
tonight is also my first performance...
today was a performance for those charity people...

in the morning...
the rehearsal doesn't goes so well...
there are a bit mistake...
placing is not correct ect....
the rehearsal is suppose to be until 12p.m.
but around 2p.m. only over...
after that everyone left...
they told us to be back at 4.30p.m.
because there will be  somebody to make up for us...
but my friends say big girls make up ourself too...
so i went to have my lunch and get ready to reach there by 4.30p.m.
while i was waiting for the performance to start...
i chat with my friends...
and i make friends with one little girl too...
i took a picture with...
have a look...

her name is sze teng...
she is so cute...
i have no idea why she like me to carry her so much...
haha...

later indian dance start...
at first i was kind of nervous...
cause i thought there will be a lot of people...
but when i went up the stage...
cheh...very little only...
i still have the sleeping beauty performance...
there is one part i stand the wrong place...
so i just pretend like i just walking around...
and walk back to the place i should be...
i thought i'm dead already...

but everything turn out just fine...
everyone is doing very well...
tomorrow will be the actual concert...
wish me good luck...
well...got to stop here now...

2008-11-18T20:42:00.000+08:00

today i went to rehearsal as usual...
i have indian rehearsal at afternoon and courteous in the evening...
i plan to go home after indian dance practice...
but wei yee say she stay until the courteous practice finished...
and she is alone...
she asked me to accompany
so i asked permission from my mum weather she allow me to stay together with her...
after the practice...
we went to pizza hut behind dance center...
we took some of the stupid photos...
hehe...have a look...
 

 
tomorrow is the day i go to olahraga camp...
yippie...so excited...
got to sleep early...nights...

2008-11-17T23:36:00.000+08:00

i have olahraga training this morning...
we've been told that training will be start at 8 till 10.30 a.m.
but around 8.30 coach did not turn up...
so we thought coach is late...
but then kiwi's mum called mr.ong...
and she pass to pui li...
he told pui li that no training yet until 24/11/08
and since we are there...
he gave us some very light program...
which is run 6 rounds then do strecthing...
and that's all...

after we run 2 rounds...
mr.ng turn up...
and we all were like...what the...
we thought no training...
we did not expect that he will come...
here the end of the light program...
the hard work start then...
we do our warm up and drills...
after that...
ML-middle long distance runner...
have to run 6 rounds...
2 sets...
1st set i still boleh tahan but 2nd set...
my energy level drop 70%..
so tired...some more let him say so much...
but he is quite good la...
i only run 2 rounds then he tell me still got 3 more to go...

after that coach asked us to do some other stuff...
i dunno what is that called but it's like holding a position for around 30 sec or 1 min...
wow...there is one action that i can't even hold for 3 sec..
haha...so cha...

after training...
kiwi, her mum, pooi shan and me went to the mamak stall to have our breakfast...
i eat roti planta..
it's very oily...
i still prefer cempaka one...

i went for ballet lesson at 2.30 till 3.30...
but there are some "handcraft" to do soi stay until 5.30 only go back...
the "handcraft" was doing fake hair from black strings...
my jod there was to unknot the strings....
haha...took a long time...
but i just have the patient to do that...
i came back home and i notice that i have a letter from clear water...
i was very happy to receive a mail...
but when i open it...
...
it a birthday card...
a very childish birthday card..
have a look...

and i received it one month earlier...
well...nvm...
i'm kind of supprise that they rememebr my birthday...

ok...it's getting late...
    

2008-11-16T18:22:00.000+08:00

today i have a photo shooting with my indian dance friends...

i make up myself except for the eyes my mum help...
haha...actually is very weird...
very ugly too...
but i like my eyes with the eye liner on only...haha...
teacher asked us to keep the indian costume as well...
once i reach home...
my mum asked my to tried the costume again for her to see...
well...so i did as she say...
and my 2nd brother curi snap some of my photo...

haha...lucky its still ok la...

after breakfast...
my mum drop me and my teluk intan aunt at ipoh parade...
hehe...it's shopping time again...
we walk the whole parade...
we both each saw a pair of shoes that shines in front of our eyes...
but unfortunately both the shoes also don't have our size...
so sad...but...
i found a shirt that shines in my eyes too...haha...
have a look...

when we want to leave ipoh parade...
outside is raining cats and dogs...
we thought cant go any where...
but a taxi pass by us...
and we have an idea...
we took the taxi to the store...
and we shop there again too...
but we just window shop only...
as the clothes there did not attract us...

after that...
the rain is stopping...
and we walk back to my mum office...
cause it's near...
i fell asleep in the office...
i was very tired too...
but yet happy...

i went to ballet center again from 8.30 till 11...
sleeping beauty rehearsal again...
what can i say???
i think i only can say tired tired tired...
well...got to go...

2008-11-15T23:58:00.000+08:00

today i wake up not i the morning...

but in the afternoon...

i was very tired and very lazy to wake up..
i think is because yesterday i played too much...
well...lucky me...
my mum bought breakfast for me...
so that i will not starve...
love you mum...

later in the afternoon...
i went to ballet class as usual...
but i regreat going...
we did nothing there but just see those farries wear their costume and take photo...
my friends and me wasted 2 hours time there...
they should have cancel the class instead...
2 hours pass so slow...
at last i saw my teluk intan aunty came...
and i went home...

i was so hungry...
i did not ate lunch as i have a very late breakfast...
she bought some bun for me and i ate 3 of it...
haha...
i rest at home a while then i went back to my ballet center...
i have rehearsal again from 8.30 till 11...
talk about sleeping beauty...
i receive the courteous costume...

is it weird????
of course everyone receive theirs too...
include the king, 5 prince, prime minister and 3 soldier...

we wear it and dance...
the guys were very very weird...
i meant their costume...
so not them...
alot of people laugh...
miss chin also ask all the courteous to put on the lipstick because she wants to take our photo...
her lipstick is so red...
i hate it..
but it 's just for the photo...

tomorrow i have to put on make up again...
i'm going to take photo for the indian dance...
hope it's nice...
well...
it's late...night night...^^

2008-11-15T12:50:00.000+08:00

today i went to training at school as usual...

Mr.Ng did not came at all...
that's actually a good thing sometimes...
hehe...
but on wednesday he already give us the program..
so we have to follow..
he ask those who ran 5 rounds on wed today run 10 rounds...
those who ran 10 rounds on wed today run 15 round...
after finished running...
we have to do 2 sets of circuit...
we only do 4 types of circuit exercise...
each 20 rap...
everyone was very tired...
but yet we finished our task...
i feel great that i finished the 15 rounds non-stop...
yeah for me...lol...
all together i have run 18 rounds...
that is 2 rounds warm up, 15 rounds then 1 round warm down...^^

after training...
haha...
my friends and me are so freaking excited...
why?
because we are going to lost world...
me and pooi shan went to kiwi's house to get ready first...
as the lost world only open at 11a.m.
piggy follow her mum to have breakfast then only join us at lost world...
only 6 people going to lost world..
4 girls and 2 guys...
me, kiwi, pooi shan, piggy, iceman and fan wah...

inside the lost world...
before we start playing...
we put sunblock...
  
is kiwi really putting sun block for pooi shan or molesting her...lol...
we only play a few of the slides only...
actually we find it kind of boring...
it's not as fun as last time...
maybe is because we played too many time before...
haha...
we also went to the wave part and hang there for quite some times..
love the waves...
we met an indian guy there also...

this indian guy asked us some of the cantonese vulgar words...
haha...he is so geng...
we planned to play volley ball but the man say no net...
so we did not play...
we play other thing instead...
we turn iceman in to sandman...lol...
  
kiwi stood on top of the sand man too...
haha...
in the"beach" we found "treasure"...
the cat treasure...

haha...
around 2 something...
we have our lunch...
after lunch....
we played some games involving cards, food and drinks...

haha...
it's a new game for us...
kiwi recomanded this game...
this game has something to do with makng other eat something or drink something discussting...
lol...
we mix cola, chili, tomato, salt, pepper, ice-cream, curry, mayonis, sugar...
haha...
   
everything we also mix...got what mix what...
the 2 boys are the white victims...
they ate the most "stuff" mixed by we girls...
but iceman ate the most...
kasihan betul...
to bad we can't help...haha...
after the game...
we go to the hot spring...
the sky cry suddenly...
thunder storm and lightning came along too...
but we still rendam ourself i the hot spring...
iceman, fan wah and pooi shan did not follow us down...
so they just stay at the shelter there...
but when the rain get heavier...
the life guard asked us to get up from the hot spring...
we get up and stand in the little shelter in the middle of the hot spring...

the wind i getting stronger and 3 of us were shivering..
we chat with the life guard there also...
they were very friendly...
didn't expected...
the rain did not stop andwe have to go already...
we went to the wash room and get ready to go home...

my hair is so rough and seems to be spoil...
thanks to the chlorine in the water...
kiwi's mum came to fetch us...
we went to kiwi's house again...
my face was so red...
kiwi said i looks like i have drink beer...
haha...
there were 3 more guys coming...
kiwi's mum cook some dished and it was delicious...


9 of us eat at her house...

my favorite dish was the prawn...

i ate alot of it...
one of those guys, ho fen brought agar-agar...

kiwi's mum also made us drinks...

i don't know what is it but it was so delicious...
i saw her mum mix a lot of stuff it...
yummy...

later on...we sing karaoke...
everyone was very happy...
when the guys were singing...
kiwi bring me to her room and tried on some of her nice dress...
wow...i really love it...
but too bad it was hers...
hehe...
i took some pictures wit the dress on too...
haha...
at 10.p.m. i follow piggy car home...
because my mum don't know how to go to kiwi's house..
after my mum fetch me home...
i washed my hair again...
cannot tahan the roughness...
i was so tired...
got to sleep now...
bye bye...

2008-11-13T23:15:00.000+08:00

i did not went to school again...

why again?
cause this time i slept until 11.a.m.
i'm such a lazy worm...
haha...
my mum woke me up at 11.a.m.
and i've been catch out to my mum's office...
she is so mean to me...
i asked her to leave me at home...
but she said no..

in the office i only helped my mum a little...
most of the time i was playing the computer games...
"go go gourmet 2"...
i finished playing this game...
and i just started to play "restaurant rush"...
both also not bad...

at night...
i only have maggie mee for my dinner...
while my family went to eat buntong 'wan tan min'...
i also want to go but i cant...
because i have REHEARSAL AGAIN...

but nvm...
the most important is tomorrow don't have any practice...
haha...
tomorrow i'm going to lost world...
yeah yeah...
very very excited...
but me n my friends have to go for training first before we go...
as the lost world opens at 11.00a.m.
yeah yeah...^^
very very very very very super super super super
HAPPY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2008-11-13T15:01:00.000+08:00

went training in the morning as usual...
i wear my new running vest...

yesterday i was planing weather i should wear anot...
may be is my first time wearing running vest to training so i feel scared to wear...
haha...so stupid...
but i did not regret wearing it...
i feel so comfortable....
feel so different when running...

that was my one and only running vest...
i am taking good care of it...
treating it as my treasure...


after training...
those who are going to go for the training camp have a briefing with pn.chan...
i'm looking forward to next wednesday...

next wednesday19/11/08 is the first day of the camp...
will be back on the 21/11/08...
i heard my friends says that coach said that he wanted to split us into groups...
and those who always stick together will be separated...
sob...so sad but yet it's good...
because this is a team building camp...
hope this camp will really help our team to have better relationship...
on the19/11/08 was also my first day to have a full dress rehearsal in the banquet hall...
but too bad i only have one body...
i only can go either one place...
so i choose olah camp...
i think i won't regret doing this decision...
hope i made the right once this time...

2008-11-10T19:25:00.000+08:00

today i did not went to school...
because lazy...

actually is not i lazy is my mum was the one who is lazy...
haha..
i woke up this morning...
and i called my mum to wake up so that she can fetch me to school...
then she said if i went to school also nothing to do...
so no need to go...plus she also said she is tired...
yik jor me...

then i went back to bed to continue my dream land...
and guess what...
at 10.30a.m. i still haven wake up..
until my mum called me to...


i spend most of the time in my mum's office...
boring...boring...boring...
i helped my mum do those curtain there...
ish...i dun like doing it...

at night...
i went for my ballet rehearsal again...
tonight was sleeping beauty rehearsal...

i'm starting to love this rehearsal...
haha...
know why?
cause i get to see the prince n the princess do their thing...

it's so nice and so sweet...
the princess was pretty...
her dance was perfect...
btw...the prince was quite funny too...
haha...
well...i'm going to say much...
want to know more...
come to the concert to watch yourself..

2008-11-10T13:19:00.000+08:00

today was sad...
my parents went to kl...
reminder my grandma, my brother and me at home...
i have to take care of them...
all these time i depend on my mum...
but now for one day i have to be 'mum'...
i'm so worried i gave the wrong medicine to my grandma...
worried my brother eat too much...
can't control him...
haha...
but i the end...everything was just fine...
hehe...

well...to day i have rehearsal again...
from 8.00 till 11.00p.m. again...
they must be nuts...
tomorrow is a schooling day and they still want to rehearsal until so late...
i wish the concert faster come and faster go..
i can't stand all this 'busyness'...
my olah camp is getting nearer and nearer also...
yeah...faster come but slowy go...haha...

2008-11-09T12:15:00.000+08:00

today is another normal saturday...

the only thing different is...
i have to go to my ballet center there for 6hours30min...
from 4.30p.m. till 11p.m!!!
why so long leh...
because of the rehearsal...
our sleeping beauty is a mess...
i think the messiest part is the courteous that part...
and i'm in this too...
there is a girl...
i dun really like her...
everybody was like want to be serious and act properly...
but she...
she is the only one over there play play only...
it's like because of her everything seems so messy...
fine fine fine...forget it...
as long i do my part that's it...
my mum bought me a running vest...^^
she promise me since last time...
and now she finally bought for me...^^
yea...

it's cheetah brand...^^
when i was choosing...
there were 2 of them caught my eyes...
but i only can choose one...
i can'tmake decision...
so my mum choose this for me...

later my family will begoing to teluk intan...
and i have to be at home with my grandmother..
sob...
i can't go because of the rehearsal again..
hate it la...
always because of that i can'tgo her and there...
well...i just have to accept it...

2008-11-08T09:07:00.000+08:00

today i just went training in school...
i did not go to class...^^
this time i ran 17 rounds there...
firstly, 2rounds of warm up...
then mr.ng came...
he asked me to take those juniors run 8 rounds...
after i finished the 8 rounds...
he asked me again to run another 6 rounds with a junior...
forget her name already...hehe...
when she was running with me...
mr.ng asked her to followed...
she can't catch up with me...
she was very tired...
i knew that...
from the start i already slower my speed already...
until mr.ng said that i'm too slow then only i speed more...
i'm not praising myself here...
i'm just telling the truth...
well...i'm glad that i did not give up or think negatively...
i finished my task...
yeah...^^

today is also the only day i don't need to go for rehearsal...
i going to have a very busy week starting from now...
i have to go for rehearsal everyday except for friday..
very tired...
sob...

2008-11-07T15:56:00.000+08:00

today i went to school as usual...
then we went to gym room also...
for the whole day...
but pooi shan and piggy did not come...
that piggy put aeroplane to us...
bad girl...hehe...

in the gym room...
our favorite stuff is the exercise ball...
haha...
we just love to threw it to each other...
i kena ball biscuit for 2 times...
one is from that sze kei another is from shone...
sob sob...
only girls who have permission can enter the gym room...
but some of our friends came in...
we thought is ok so we din ask them to go out...
but when pn.chan came in and she get angry...
that is because we let non-permission girls to come in...
plus we are doing our thing...
we were there chit chating...
she ask those girls to leave immediately and asked yee suen to got to the staff room...

when yee suen came down...
she's raining...
and she told us everything...
kiwi, sze kei and me plan to look for the teacher...
we were very scared...
we scared she will scold us like the lightning & thunder storm...
when we went up...
she shoot us like a machine gun...
we can't do anything but just let her shoot...
maybe her mood is not good...
she shoot us in the staff room and it's like the teacher near her were looking at us...
it's kinda ashamed...but it's ok...
we were wrong in the first place...